Monday, November 12, 2007

Pretty

I don't trust pretty.

Is that bad?

It's just, pretty scares me.

I'm dating a guy so pretty he makes my teeth hurt.

Last time I got this close to pretty, I woke up a year later on the floor of a hotel bathroom, cold tiles and middle of the night compressing my sobs into a boxed-in time warp, back to day-one when the voice in my head said, actually said loud, "she will devastate you."

Pretty is a rocky road. Pretty is a mystery. Pretty is a lobotomy. Mine.

No, I don't trust pretty.

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